I've been a little stressed out lately.
I can't explain it as well as I'd like
because there's just so much.
like so much that I had an anxiety attack. at work.
like so much that I'm constantly exhausted and nauseated.
like so much that I wonder if I am really cut out to be a nurse.
really.
on new year's day,
I walked into work, got report,
had my first death an hour later.
palliative care, not really my thang
but I think it might have saved me.
I keep thinking about God,
and why I'm feeling like I'm drowning.
but I choose to believe that
"if God brings you to it, God will bring you through it."
oh, sweet girl. i'm so sorry! work to find a balance... God says moderation in all things. hang in there!
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