Tuesday, January 3, 2017

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happy new year babe!

we get to meet in just a few months and i'm excited and calm at the same time! i've been feeling a bit more teary this week thinking about my babies growing up. i came across the thought of amelia graduating preschool and starting kindergarten this year (something i've prepared for previously) and broke down thinking about how time doesn't slow down. by the time you come, we will have a 5 year old and a 2.5 year old! i think it's comfortable thinking you are a girl because it's so familiar, because i've loved little girls for all these years. i've also had dreams that you are a boy, exciting and breathtaking dreams, because it's just such unknown territory. i can't wait to find out so we can hone in on your name. my bump has popped out nicely, and i love it! i can't wait for you to get big enough that we can feel kicks-- amelia has been asking if you're kicking daily. she also sings to you, tells you she loves you, and knows exactly how many weeks you are; she can't wait to be a big sister again. scarlett knows a baby is in my belly, but i'm not sure she'll really get it until you arrive. you've got some friends coming around the same time you are, and i'm excited for you to meet them! you're so blessed, we're so blessed!

love, mom

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